My Story with our Daughter in the Hospital
Hello again! It has been awhile since I have written anything and I want to start doing it more! However, this one is a little different. Since February of this past year, I have been in a whirlwind of fear and anxiety. Many of you may have heard about my daughter Eva being hospitalized after she was born in February, but do not know what really transpired during that time. I have debated whether or not I wanted to write about it at all, but I have been encouraged by many to share my experience, as painful and even controversial as it was. Writing has always been a way for me to express my thoughts and even process my experiences. This story really starts before Eva was even born. Throughout my pregnancy, I had so much fear that something was going to be wrong with her and that I would not have the experience I wanted. Leading up to our 20 week ultrasound I was ridden with anxiety, and even after we got normal results back I was still so worried. In the third trimester I began to ...